Redefining part1

Redefining: part1

I m all alone, helpless nothing to do, i don't know where my life is going, I have no friends to talk about personal life, I m all by myself, sadness and despair all the worst words about a person condition suits me.

you know why I m so low, why I don't want anyone because I loved someone and left her because of society, I again love someone, she left me because of society now when I started to feel good I got an invitation from my first love of her marriage which was actually my love.

But what to do, what not to,  I m cursing myself, all the good and bad memories come alive.

Few Days later

I was in Hospital I don't know how, I can barely remember anything but one thing for sure I saw her on the road that day i.e. my ex-love, came to know by a sister working there, It was a Sunday morning, when I met her. The rain was dazzling and pouring from the sky like nectar from heaven, the day was beautiful with a sunshine playing hide seek with cloud moderate temperature, I was walking in the sideline of the city to purchase a bottle of milk when a reflection from mirror hit me hard, I noticed and got amazed to see her, it was her if I was not wrong. Like an old wine, I was refreshed with my thoughts, the school, the love, the hatred, the friendship and a special bond that is not going to break and I can bet about it. She is there and I m right in front of her waiting for her to turn around when a car hit me. My bad.

I got a knock on my hospital room and She was standing in front of me.

*to be continued.......

link to Redefining part 2