I was born idiot

I was born idiot...
improved with every situation...
learning with every experience...
still i m not the perfect
22 yrs in the making
they all thinks i m raving
but i m learning
gaining
maturing
and smiling

A man is born
A man die
he wishes for it
even when he don't try
I don't need favors
"I seriously don't lie
I walk alone
even if everyone take a side line"

I have my goals
I have my family
who stood by me every time
bucking me up once in a while
it gives me pleasure
even I know its not enough

people change in a fraction of time
what remains with me is my instinct my decision my life

friendship not always flourish
at times your better half is also not understanding
but its the time when you stand up and take a stand
because you know in the future
this action will surely help
to make your families tomorrow bright
you have to take a decision and decide what is right
this will make everyone to hate you
but striding your ways to success
and everyone will love you in the end

"I seriously don't lie
I walk alone
even if everyone take a side line"




I was born idiot...
improved with every situation...
learning with every experience...
still i m not the perfect
22 yrs in the making...

the day you are missing me

the day you are missing me

I got this feeling every time
someday, I'll not be there to make you smile
the day when you will need me
but i m so far away that you can't see me
than what will you do
to make yourself smile........?

A smile on your lips and a tear in your eyes.....

I was not a kind of guy
that let his feeling show
I thought that being alone
is the worst way to go
but its all enough
let me be alone
let me be by myself
all by me.........
in the most unknowable region
that no one could go

Now
today is "the day you are missing me"....

you are the one who thinks I m the fool
you all thinks I m the one that is for granted one
but its not all over
may be I smile a lot but it doesn't mean
I don't have a heart who care...
that day come
and they realizes, how irresponsible I was
one mistake and you forget it all...
and in the end it all went wrong
you leave me all alone........

time passes bye,  time goes on
you catch up an old album, an old video
saw me and laugh a lot
ask your old pal
where I was gone
and that is "the day you are missing me" a lot....

See
I had a problem that no one knows
In my last days I m all alone
I have no friends no one to talk
lying on my bed
still smiling with the memories
I don't want to share
one day I ll be gone
you will get a postcard regarding my end
but you will be unaware of the fact
where I went
where I rest with my batch mates memories
that I ll cherish even after my death...
and you won't get a hint
and even a stone can't tell
where I m lying...

thank you GOD...

"शुक्रिया"

तू ही है हर जगह हर घडी हर वक़्त
तेरे ही ख्याल है हर समय वक़्त बेवक्त


कैसी है यह जो शाम ऐसे आई
तेरे संग मेरी खुशिया आई
तेरी आहट से ही खिल गयी 
इस लम्हे की यह ज़िन्दगी


तुझसे ही मेरा सुकून है
मेरी जिंदगी ही तू है
तू है जैसे एक एहसास
हमेशा मेरे आस पास

फूल बन गए गुलाब के सब
कांटें चुभे न मुझको अब
खुशबू इनकी छाई है ऐसे
जैसे हो इन्ही की सल्तनत


मेरी इबादत की वजह बन गयी
मेरी मन्नतो की मंजिल बन गयी
तू हो गयी है  मेरा खुदा
मेरे जीवन की हवा बदल गयी

सजदा करना काम आ गया
मेरा मुझे जहाँ मिल गया
मिल गयी मुसाफिर को एक मंजिल
मुझे मेरे आशियाँ का पता मिल गया


शुक्रिया ए खुदा
शुक्रिया ए खुदा

Love with someone

"YOU"

you add colors to my life

You are with me
when you are not there
I know its not good
to be in dreams everywhere

I m surprised with your magic
everywhere I can see you
ohh baby its not tragic

I don't know whats happening to me
All I know that you are not with me.

my thoughts, my mind
its all occupied
may be its not love
may be its not lust
but I m sure it is the trust
that we build
its the care
that we have for each other

a small time is enough for the lifetime memories
we cannot call it love
and I m damn sure its not the friendship
now
you are not with me anyhow...
but I can see your face
in front of my eyes
How?

Its your nature
your jolly eyes
your attitude
your cute smile

I will not forget you
you will be mine one day....
may be not in this life...
but a life is booked for you my life....

some of my clicks...

some of my clicks... my views of world...

Awesome view

In Nainital

Guess it... one of my first click...

A drop of pepsi

One of my first clicks...

beauty of a river

At Ramganga

Focused