Time and Me

Is samay ki keemat samjh aa rhi hai

mere seene se jaan nikle ja rhi hai

kabhi nai tha mei sahi samay par sahi jagah

bas mere ashko ki ek ladi bahe ja rhi hai

Apno ko khota ja rha hun

sabki badd duayo ka hissa banta ja rha hun

kissa mera bhi ajeeb hai

sab kuch hokar bhi kuch nahi hai

man lag nahi rha hai

kaam ho nahi rha hai

ek bahaav mei bahe ja rha hun

mei tanha hota ja rha hun

koshish karta hun pahuchne ki manjil

par sochta hun behta rahun

mei kismat ki nadio mei doobta rahun

naya kuch kar pata nahi

ghar se itna door hun

aukaat jaane ki wapas bana pata nahin

mei thak gya hun

mei haar sa gya hun

jeene ke liye nikla tha door mei

mei to marta ja rha hun

sabka paraya hota ja rha hun

dost khoye ab khoon k rishtey bhi chod rhe hai

pyar bhi ajeeb hai mera

sab kuch hokar bhi kuch nahi hai mera

mehnat kiye ja rha hun

akela chale ja rha hun

kuch apno ke kaam nahi aa rha hun

apna kharcha bhi mushkil se utha pa rha hun

udhari ka jeeven ho gya hai

ghar ka haal behaal hai

dard hai

zakhm hai

marham ka kuch pata nahi hai

dhundta hun mei maa ka woh anchal

jisme mil jaaye saari khushia mujhe

dhundta hun mei pitaji ki woh rai

jisme mil jaaye saare upaaye

ab to andhero se ghir sa gya hun

mujhko nikalne yahan se koi to aaye

samay ki aukaat pata chal gyi

mera samay bhi koi theek kar jaaye

majboorio ki bedia ko todne ki takat do mujhe

aage badne ka hosla do mujhe

Kuch kar dikhane ka jajba aa jaye
khushiya meri laut aaye

Maaf kardena mujhko
lagi ho chot agar kahin kisi ko
mei to jeeta ja rha hun
mei to ladta ja rha hun
duao mei yaad rakhna mujhko bas
ladai khud se mei karne ja rha hun....

Smile

near to lake, near to you, near to heaven

You are hiding something in your eyes
I can see something behind your smile
there is a pain in your life
you don't wanna share your bad time

I want to tell you one thing
I m with you wherever u standing
In the room full of darkness
and in the joy of happiness

How I can see you cry
How I can make you mine
you the one I always try
to make u smile, to make u smile

you got an angel eyes
the way you blush
it took away my heart,
yes you are right
it makes me happy,
to see you smile

I like the way u talk
I like the way u mumble
it makes my heart to do royal rumble
All I want you to know
I ll be there for you
like a star in sky
we will fly
one day it will be our time
when there will be no one
and we hold each other tight
sharing all emotions
we will be in the sky
flying high
like a child on a ride
on green ground and trees will come alive
near to lake and hills high
we will go together
on every part of life
i wanna be with you
for your every sorrow and joy in each mile
and we will meet one day
when there will be no one
to keep us apart from each other
and then together
for us and forever
we live happily and keep on this smile.

First Love

"First Love"

It was after high school

There was me,

holding her hand in a movie

She was scared a little 

and so is me ....

I got a call from my mom,

she caught me I was on date

with a girl she don't like

even listening her name...

My girl was Prodigy of sweetness

her talks made me sleepless

but anyhow I have to face this

she understand it

I don't get it

why I left her alone.........

Whom to blame whom to not

for the fights of elder

this generation has to face it all

Broken Trust,

Broken Heart

Broken Hopes

Is all left with us.

She cried like hell

never let me know

how she felt

she believes in me

even after I left her in vain

She was an angel

She was naive

I did it for both of us

as we had to separate

I become bad,

used hate speech

We broke up like millions time

but she came back 

whenever I m not feeling well

But I made myself strong

hid my tears

pull my jacket on

I walked on a path straight

fighting with myself

changing my address

I left her

with the memories

of more then 2 yrs of togetherness

Our fight our love

our care

all stays with me

All I have is her letters

and my tears dropping on it

I read them when I feel blue....

I walk down the streets where she stays

I heard laughing

I heard family dinner

I smiled, lit a cigarette

and I go away

Its now 4 years....

came to know she finds her man

n I fall in with another girl

But still in my morning prayers

I say her name

and wish for her....

and I do believe

She do the same...

May God Bless Her....

Nagavara Lake and Sun Rays | Nature at its best

Nagavara Lake and Sun Rays | Nature at its best

Sunset

Lake 

Lake, nature and sunset

Lake and SunRays

Rays of Hope 

via: Avipsa

dreams make me sleepless

 Dreams make me sleepless

Dreams

Dreams in sleep, dreams make me sleepless
Dream with no place has a place in my head
no way to get a way to have them
dreams in sleep dreams make me sleepless

I m fallen from the sky
wish I fly so high
just a step away I m kicked from my way
and fall on the ground with full bounce I try to revert back
but not enough to touch the sky




Promises I made, Promises I broke
there is crack in the glass of hope
going to break and the water is going to flow
collection of dreams again and building again the hope
so tough but its
Promises I made, Promises I broke
consequences I have to hold


give me some power to revert back
fallen from the sky
with broken promises
I want to touch the sky
 Dreams in sleep, dreams make me sleepless
I want to touch the sky again, I m restless

Song of The Week | Don't take the girl | Tim McGraw

Don't take the girl:

Listen: Don't Take the girl

Johnny's daddy was taking him fishin'
He was eight years old.
Little girl came through the front gate
Holdin' a fishin' pole.
His dad looked down and smiled,
Said, "We can't leave her behind"
"Son, I know you don't want her to go,
But someday you'll change your mind."
And Johnny said,
"Take Jimmy Johnson,
Take Tommy Tompson.
Take my best friend, Bo.
Take anybody that you want as
Long as she don't go.
Take any boy in the world,
Daddy please, don't take the girl."

Same old boy, same sweet girl
Ten years down the road.
He held her tight and kissed her lips in
Front of the picture show.
Stranger came and pulled a gun
Grabbed her by the arm said "If you do what I tell you to,
There won't be any harm" 
And Johnny said "Take my money,
Take my wallet,
Take my credit cards.
Here's the watch that my grandpa gave me
Here's the key to my car
Mister give it a whirl,
But please don't take the girl."

Same old boy
Same sweet girl
Five years down the road
There's gonna be a little one and she
Says it's time to go.
Doctor says the baby's fine
But you'll have to leave
'Cause his momma's fading fast and 
Johnny hit his knees and there he prayed
"Take the very breath you gave me.
Take the heart from my chest.
I'll gladly take her place if you'll let me,
Make this my last request.
Take me out of this world
God, please don't take the girl"

Johnny's daddy
Was taking him fishin'
When he was eight years old

Love with someone

"YOU"

you add colors to my life

You are with me
when you are not there
I know its not good
to be in dreams everywhere

I m surprised with your magic
everywhere I can see you
ohh baby its not tragic

I don't know whats happening to me
All I know that you are not with me.

my thoughts, my mind
its all occupied
may be its not love
may be its not lust
but I m sure it is the trust
that we build
its the care
that we have for each other

a small time is enough for the lifetime memories
we cannot call it love
and I m damn sure its not the friendship
now
you are not with me anyhow...
but I can see your face
in front of my eyes
How?

Its your nature
your jolly eyes
your attitude
your cute smile

I will not forget you
you will be mine one day....
may be not in this life...
but a life is booked for you my life....

FoR YoU

...FOR YOU ONLY....

में था एक बावरा

एक अकेला बंजारा सा

I m always there for you

अँधेरे में रास्तों पे भटकता 

में था एक आवारा सा

अनजाना इस प्यार से 

में अकेला ही जीता जा रहा था

खुद के लिए जीता
और खुद के लिए  मरता भी जा रहा था

अब जब से मिला हूँ तुझसे

पूछता हूँ खुदसे

में तो सच में अधुरा एक इंसान था

ख्वाहिशो के पुतलो में सपने सजाये हुए

एक ओर  इंसान अनजान था खुदसे

पहचाना खुद को तुझसे मिलकर

जानी अपनी ताकत 

महसूस किया क्या हूँ में

तेरे प्यार से ही बड़ा हूँ में...

वोह तेरी नम आंखें क्या कर गयी 

जो मेरे जूनून की वजह बन गयी 

वोह तेरा एहसास ही क्या कर गया 

जो मेरा आगे बदने का सबब बन गया 

जाना है यह तुझसे मिलने के बाद

पाया है खुदको तुझसे जुड़ने के बाद

आई हो तुम परी बनकर मेरे जीवन में

जिया हूँ में तेरा होने  के बाद

तू है अब सबकुछ

वादा है तुझसे यह अब 

हर पल रहूँगा तेरे साथ

 सर्दी की धुप की तरह

या बारिश के पानी तरह

 हमेशा आस पास साथ साथ 

 हर कदम पे जैसे हो वैसे ही रहना

तुम मेरे साथ

और में तम्हारे साथ

सदा हम दोनों साथ साथ

आस पास...

साथ साथ

आस पास.....

When I m gone!!!

"जब में नहीं रहूँगा"


क्या है कल, क्या आज है

आने वाला पल भी है कल

जाने वाला पल भी याद है

इन्ही पलों की यादों में बसी

दबी, भुजी एक आवाज़ है

सशक्त जिसकी आवाज़ है

पर छिपी जिसकी काबिलियत सबसे

इसलिए फीकी पड़ती उसकी याद है....

उन्ही यादों की साये से उठा हूँ

में धुंधली परछाई हूँ

यादों में बसी एक भुजी  हँसी की तरह 

में हवा में उड़ते एक एक पत्ते की तरह

आज हूँ, कल था और कल नहीं  हूँ...

भूली बिसरी याद हूँ में

मिटती जाती जिसकी पहचान है

इन्ही किताबो की पंक्ति में

उठी "मुसाफिर" की आवाज़ है 

आज इधर ठिकाना, कल अनजान है....

न जाने कब बीतेगा यह पल

इसी में गुजारे हजारो साल है

कल का क्या पता 

आज ही मेरा संसार है

याद रखना न रखना यह तुम्हारा ऐतबार है

लहरों की तरह टकराता रहूँ तुमसे मरने के बाद भी

और आ जाये हसी लबो पे तुम्हारे मेरी याद से

यही मेरी ख्वाहिशो का अंजाम है

क्या है कल, क्या आज है

आने वाला पल भी है कल

पर जाने वाला कल शायद ही किसी को याद है......

शुक्रिया 

A (the) Day without you

Its purely my imagination...

I woke up, there is no miss call

Bathing and getting ready 

there is nothing of you at all

Riding Bike Alone

May be you don't know 

Its my day without you

No anger I have to  face

No smile I see today

your eyes said it all

May be you don't know 

Its my day without you

No charming words I hear

No hug today I share

There is no head on my shoulder today

No one is holding my hand today

Today I have so many things to share 

but you are not here

I came to know how much you care

This is the pain I cannot bear

I am so alone......

May be you don't know 

Its my day without you

Evening came & no bye I listen

pick up my transport & I m on the road

thinking about you all the way

May be the person on the other side is not thinking the same

Head on collision & I m on the bed.

May be you don't know

but till my last breath 

I want you to know

that:

Sometime i m wrong

sometimes I m right

you are the person I always admire

may be you can't see my love

but its through my vein

you can check my blood pressure

No laugh, seriously

You are the one I care

You are the one whom I love

YOU LEAVE ME AND I M ALONE

May be you don't know 

Its my day without you.

I ll wait

The BUS Driver

It was a hot sunny day, i had to catch the bus to my destination. Anand Vihar ISBT is a way long from where I was standing.
After 2 change of metro and a walking distance of about 1 km I reached the place where I can catch my BUS.
There I saw lots of people waiting and shouting, behind me is pacific mall, the scenario in both the places is just opposite, above in mall i can see gentleman's and in front of me are the common man (aren't they gentleman, I don't know what define this word), in the mean time an old lady come to ask me some money, I was not in mood to give any but somehow my hand goes inside my pocket and I gave her 5 bucks.
I bought a water bottle for rupees 15/ of company I never heard of, and namkeen of some 'khao pio' brand.
Almost 2 hours had been gone but my bus is not coming, I was sitting on my luggage waiting for my bus to come.
The GOD exist, I somehow realized when my bus came in front of me, after collecting my baggage I walk up to bus gate and search for the chair, I found one in driver cabin, its an AC bus for God sake.There I saw a beautiful girl, her glowing skin, red lips, brown hairs and a perfect body. She is like angel and the dress is just suiting her image.
The driver looked me and says "bhaisahab beth jaiye" I sat down with an embarrassment, The driver starts the bus and start speaking to the lady, explaining her everything he is seeing.
After sometime I asked the bus driver "do you know her?" but the lady replies he is my eyes and the driver says "she is my wife."