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Friday, 11 March 2016

Stare

It is too less for me to understand and you are too bold
The stare that can kill me without being told.

Nothing to assess, your emotions are held within
And I am far less educated to understand it

and yet I am standing in front of you
trying to help us, waiting for a clue

Your eyes are so serene, like a fresh morning in the mountains
Yet I can see pearls in them, inside your ocean of emotions 

This is the time when I realize
I was wrong and you were right

I know whatever the situations might be
but I cannot see tears in my would be

I tried to be calm
Darling, its true
But I cannot control my rage for you
And that's when I started to build a cage for you

I want you to be free
Like a care free spirit
Like an angel
With dreams in your eyes so high
You can touch up the sky

I knew somewhere in my heart
That I was doing wrong
But I am the one who hold this strong
I will be your other half
Your soulmate
Your call in alone
Your ears for talk
Your first and last resort

O baby please don't go,
Not physically but emotionally also.
Keep us connected
I will bring you back
Your soul
And then we will be together like we used to be
And shine like a brightest star in this sky

"And then I said sorry, kneeled down and regretted in full emotion
Then these words came out of my mouth in a natural notion

Your are my angel and my life
My first and last friend and my would be wife
I know I hurt you
That's my mistake
O! my darling
Please spare me from your stare

I don't want to be your dream killer
I want to be your dream maker
and I will make you reach there
High in the sky and we live there


All I can do is promise to you, 
All our dreams will come true, 
And brighter then diamond we will shine,
I will never let a pearl fall on the ground from your eyes"




Monday, 23 February 2015

Mei bhi jeelunga

माना की हम अधूरे है
तेरे बिना हम कैसे पूरे है
यह मंजिले भी अजीब है
हर दिन बदलती है

पर अब मे थक गया हूँ
अपनी उमीदो से मे हार गया हूँ
मेी गिर गया हूँ
अब संभालना नही आ रा है मेरे को

खुदा से बस एक ही दुआ है
मेरी जान ले ले
क्यूंकी दिखता मुझे अब सिर्फ़ धुआँ है..
धुआ ऐसा जो छ्ट नही रा है
मेरे मान पर छा चुका है
बस अब और रहा जाता नहीं
तेरे बिना जिया जाता नहीं
जा चुका है तू मुझसे मीलो दूर

अब कैसे आएगा तू पास मेरे
क्या कसमे
क्या वादे
सब झुटे हो रहे है
तुम अलग हो रहे हो
हम अलग हो रहे ह
चले जाओ हमसे दूर
मेरे आँसू कहीं तुमको रोक ना ले
मेरा दिल कहीं फिर तुमको रुकने पर मजबूर ना करदे
मेरे बिना ही तेरी खुशी है
मेरे बिना ही तेरी खुशी है
दर्द दिए है बहुत
मेरी भी उम्मीदे अलग थी
पर अब क्या फाय्दा
क्या फाय्दा तेरे आने का भी वापस
ना वो प्यार ह
ना मेरी इज़्ज़त है तेरी नज़रो मे
अब तो बस तन्हा इस राह पर
अकेले खड़े है
चली जा दूर
रहे तू खुश
दुआ है मेरी
तुझे मिले जिंदगी भरपूर
मेरे क्या है
मे तो जीलूनगा
तेरी खुशी क खातिर मेी भी जीलूनगा...

Friday, 31 May 2013

Jee le..

Khawbo ko udan de
dil ko tu tham le
mushkil hai hazaar kayi
unse tu na haar rey

O Maula tera hi kasoor hai
jo na mujhko sukoon hai
kashmakash ki jindagi mei
khwahisho ka junoon hai

Ajeeb se is jahan mei
sab Khana-Badosh hain
kya hai kya nahi hai
kisi ko na hosh hai

tu jo aajaye yahan pe
dekhle tu apni najar se
kaisi si ho gayi hai yeh jindagi
ban gayi hai yeh bandagi

jeene ki aas mei
kho gaye hum is jahan mei
paaya na khoya kuch
yaadon mei soya sab

O Maula tera hi kasoor hai
jo na mujhko sukoon hai
kashmakash ki jindagi mei
khwahisho ka junoon hai.....

Wednesday, 17 April 2013

When I meet her and her helplessness.

 When I meet her and her helplessness.


I don't know, may be she is very old, may be near to 30 but within fraction of seconds I saw the loneliness in her eyes, the vague activities of her and the unexpected concern about an unknown, cannot make me forget her. May be I m too foolish to think to much of merely 10 seconds meet but it is changing my ideas, my views and my ideology of  taking and thinking about things that are neither social nor culturally good but it exist in our system from the days of Mahabharata, yes may be what you are thinking is right, I m talking about those dark and grey areas of society  which is known by everyone but nobody talks about it, nobody cares for them, we think of them as use and throw disposable pens. But I myself who respects girls a lot may or may not respect them before that incident, I m talking about those girls who makes man (who are not) happy in exchange of money.

It was March starting and I was marching towards my home on my scooter from palace road to near Leela palace, Kodihalli when my mobile rang near to Chinnaswamy stadium back and then again near to Shivaji nagar and again at manipal center so finally I stopped my scooter by crossing the manipal center turning left, just before the metro stop and pick it up, and it was my friend asking about how to deactivate fb profile, stupid but there during my call some one say, "want to go", I didn't looked at her, and just said no, and when she walked past me, I saw her and I came to know what she meant by that, I don't know what to do so I cut my phone and start laughing, I was laughing that why she asked me , I m just 22 and I don't want these shits, may be she can't see my face, that I m a young guy for these things but in the end I was laughing and then she looked backed at me smiling saying just go, leave, I said OK I m leaving and I was smiling, she said "go, some one will come then." And then I realized who is someone aka police or pimp, so I left from there. I saw something there, I saw something in her eyes , she was wearing saree, good ethical wears, and by face cut she is looking good, good English accent may be she is working in some call center may be not, but looks educated to me. But I saw something in her eyes, something that every girl has, dreams, waiting for a prince, care, maturity, affection and a lot of loneliness. I go a little forward looked back she was talking to some girl, and I zoom away on my scooter, I never saw her since then, but at the end of the day .

I realized that they are also girls who need care and true love and above and foremost RESPECT.
But they don't have it and they may or may not earn it. But they are the only one who can fight for it and person like us will always support them in their upbringing.



Tuesday, 9 April 2013

Smile

Nainital-lake-avipsa
near to lake, near to you, near to heaven
You are hiding something in your eyes
I can see something behind your smile
there is a pain in your life
you don't wanna share your bad time

I want to tell you one thing
I m with you wherever u standing
In the room full of darkness
and in the joy of happiness

How I can see you cry
How I can make you mine
you the one I always try
to make u smile, to make u smile

you got an angel eyes
the way you blush
it took away my heart,
yes you are right
it makes me happy,
to see you smile

I like the way u talk
I like the way u mumble
it makes my heart to do royal rumble
All I want you to know
I ll be there for you
like a star in sky
we will fly
one day it will be our time
when there will be no one
and we hold each other tight
sharing all emotions
we will be in the sky
flying high
like a child on a ride
on green ground and trees will come alive
near to lake and hills high
we will go together
on every part of life
i wanna be with you
for your every sorrow and joy in each mile
and we will meet one day
when there will be no one
to keep us apart from each other
and then together
for us and forever
we live happily and keep on this smile.

Sunday, 6 January 2013

First Love

"First Love"

first Love- Care


It was after high school
There was me,
holding her hand in a movie
She was scared a little 
and so is me ....

I got a call from my mom,
she caught me I was on date
with a girl she don't like
even listening her name...

My girl was Prodigy of sweetness
her talks made me sleepless
but anyhow I have to face this
she understand it
I don't get it
why I left her alone.........

Whom to blame whom to not
for the fights of elder
this generation has to face it all
Broken Trust,
Broken Heart
Broken Hopes
Is all left with us.

She cried like hell
never let me know
how she felt
she believes in me
even after I left her in vain

She was an angel
She was naive
I did it for both of us
as we had to separate

I become bad,
used hate speech
We broke up like millions time
but she came back 
whenever I m not feeling well

But I made myself strong
hid my tears
pull my jacket on
I walked on a path straight
fighting with myself
changing my address
I left her
with the memories
of more then 2 yrs of togetherness
Our fight our love
our care
all stays with me
All I have is her letters
and my tears dropping on it

I read them when I feel blue....
I walk down the streets where she stays
I heard laughing
I heard family dinner
I smiled, lit a cigarette
and I go away

Its now 4 years....
came to know she finds her man
n I fall in with another girl

But still in my morning prayers
I say her name
and wish for her....
and I do believe
She do the same...
May God Bless Her....

Thursday, 25 October 2012

half happy


ek raah thi par manjil nahi thi...
parents love
parents and care

ek raasta tha par thikaana nahi tha..

gharo mei  jalte diye dekhe

to yaad aayi maa ki

roshan hota tha unka ghar

mere aane se shaam ko

ek din aaya aisa

safar par chal dia mei

"musafir" nikal gaya sadak pe

leke kashti lehro par

ufanti lehro se takrakar

pahucha jab manjil ki aur

to kinara door ho gya

mei ghar se manjil se

aur halaat se majboor ho gya

dekha idhar udhar

to puri dunia thi kashmakash mei

bhai, behen, pyar aur dost ke hatho mei

bandhi thi dore nayi si unke beech mei

mei bhi unhi se jud gya...

adha khush ho gya

ma, pitaji

mei bahut bada ban gya

par adha khush reh gya....

apke bina...!!!

apka sath tha

par paas na tha

apka ehsas tha

par sath na tha

baaton ka kya fayda tha

jab aap ka sahara na tha

rupey bahut they jeb mei

par khali jeb ka bahana na tha

ma, pitaji

bas yaadon ka asra tha

mera apke paas hi thikana tha

bas chaldiya mei pata nahi kyun

khushiyo ka sansar to aapse hi tha

ashko ka kya fayda

ab mei bada ban gya

par adha khush reh gya.....

apke bina...!!!

Monday, 15 October 2012

God, flexibility and you

Me and God...
the decision between Good me and Evil me
this is GOOD ME

I'm a Hindu, but don't know much about my mythology but still remember many events that my age mates don't remember. I remember most of the Ramayana (thanks to Ramanand Sagar),and I also remember most of the Mahabharata (Thanks to B.R. Chopra). I know, this piece I'm writing will be crap for some one, but have you imagine a life without GOD, Just Imagine for 2 min. and think what we will miss.

  • No one will say why me God!!
  • There will be no one whom you can always blame
  • There will be no one whom you can ask anything anytime
  • There will be no source of spiritual awareness
  • There will be no thanking of GOD if you achieve something great
  • There will be no temples, no church, no Mosque, no Gurudwara.


Then what, what we will say, why me Gandhiji or why me Hitler... just joking but as far as I feel, without GOD life is nothing, a kind of power will be lost forever that everyone feels inside them at some point of time in life.

I'm not saying that GOD is supreme and you should bow in front of HIM, even the God doesn't want it.
He is our friend, one who listen to our problems patiently any time, who is with us like air, who smiles with us cry with us, he is inside our Heart, living peacefully, who visits us at many points of time.

Now how come he can visit us, He is not here, He is in heaven, He has no face, he sends messengers, how come you are hurting my religious sentiments, 
This blog should be banned and he(I) must be jailed....???????????


The common mentality of every religion, the common man problem, they are so into in their sentiments to show their religious superiority that they forgot GOD never wants hatred, all he know is LOVE, Peace and Happiness.

Helping others will always make GOD happy any way any how, help others.

NOW the question is how come he visits us.......


  • As your best friend who listen to your problem and mostly fixed it
  • As you parents/caretakers who tries to fix your problems and need
  • A friend who is happy with your happiness and sad with your sadness
  • Same with the lover who loves you
  • Same with those who blesses you with good health and wealth
  • The one who you like to talk
  • The one whom you'll share your problems
Still we need GOD, you know why, he made us like this, we are ambitious/over insecure who need God every time, we can never be satisfied, I know this is harsh, but this is the bitter truth and we became over protective about our religious sentiments, we have become insecure and we become rigid, even the God says that change can never be avoided but still we used to follow 10,000 years old ethics and loose our flexibility. It should be changed, this view should change and our lifestyle should change.

Nothing else to say, follow GOD be little flexible...
and Love for me is the thing that inspires me, motivates me and help me to what I m ...
which is GOD for me............and that is music.

Thursday, 4 October 2012

Nagavara Lake and Sun Rays | Nature at its best


Nagavara Lake and Sun Rays | Nature at its best



SunSet Avipsa

Sunset




Lake Avipsa

Lake 






Nature Avipsa

Lake, nature and sunset



Sun Rays at Lake Avipsa

Lake and SunRays


Rays of Hope Avipsa

Rays of Hope 

via: Avipsa

Monday, 17 September 2012

dreams make me sleepless

 Dreams make me sleepless



Simply Banda | Instinct Dreams
Dreams
Dreams in sleep, dreams make me sleepless
Dream with no place has a place in my head
no way to get a way to have them
dreams in sleep dreams make me sleepless

I m fallen from the sky
wish I fly so high
just a step away I m kicked from my way
and fall on the ground with full bounce I try to revert back
but not enough to touch the sky




Promises I made, Promises I broke
there is crack in the glass of hope
going to break and the water is going to flow
collection of dreams again and building again the hope
so tough but its
Promises I made, Promises I broke
consequences I have to hold


give me some power to revert back
fallen from the sky
with broken promises
I want to touch the sky
 Dreams in sleep, dreams make me sleepless
I want to touch the sky again, I m restless

Friday, 31 August 2012

Redefining part 2


Redefining part 2

hey, why you are crying, I asked Simi
You idiot, don't know how to walk on road banged your head to the truck, you moron, She said

Ohh, c'mon just saw you and it's not my fault, it's all mirror reflection there and you are so beautiful, I was unable to concentrate and ended up in Hospital, I replied.
you will never change, she said it and smile a little. I was waiting for that smile for so many years, If I go back to my memories I m incomplete without her, I and her were the master of mischief in colony, we used to steal    cookies together, play together and fight after every 10 min. from the age of 10 to 18 I was with her, then the college changes then the life and the priorities, and she was my girlfriend also during my schooling and through most of the college time but we broke up, I don't know why (my biggest mistake of life), I got another girl, she was alone, she never had a boy in his life after me but now I came to know she is getting married and I m  in dilemma what to do what no to. I remembered everything, even the smell of the skin and one day she is in front of me and crying for me.

Hey wake up dude, I heard a sweet voice of simi, she said:' see who has come to see you', It was her fiance and simi parents, I know simi parents and I was happy to see them but seeing her fiance I don't know what happen to me, I want to cry but can't, I want to go back in time and change everything but I can't coz I m not a superman.

Day by day her care makes me feel comfortable and in the evening when he came I feel jealousy, want to kill him but leave him and one fine day when I was comfortable and fit enough to go home, I woke up at 5am asked the nurse and management to prepare the bill and went home silently leaving a note behind.

Simi,
may be I m not such a great guy. may be I m not perfect but yes I m sorry for what I did to you, we can never be friends as I said in my college that we can be friends but now I know I seriously love you,and love can never be converted back to friendship I came to know,  I never respected you the way I should but now its to late to repent, wish you happy married life and have kids and don't name them the way we decided and I still have your poetry you wrote for me once.
All the best for life. Call me for any need, will always relish those childhood days.
have fun
enjoy

Simply banda Instinct
I love travelling, alone.
Yours 
abhishek




So, its me now only, changed the job to a travelling job to enjoy the world with my memories.







Monday, 27 August 2012

Song of The Week | Don't take the girl | Tim McGraw

Don't take the girl:


Johnny's daddy was taking him fishin'
He was eight years old.
Little girl came through the front gate
Holdin' a fishin' pole.
His dad looked down and smiled,
Said, "We can't leave her behind"
"Son, I know you don't want her to go,
But someday you'll change your mind."
And Johnny said,
"Take Jimmy Johnson,
Take Tommy Tompson.
Take my best friend, Bo.
Take anybody that you want as
Long as she don't go.
Take any boy in the world,
Daddy please, don't take the girl."

Same old boy, same sweet girl
Ten years down the road.
He held her tight and kissed her lips in
Front of the picture show.
Stranger came and pulled a gun
Grabbed her by the arm said "If you do what I tell you to,
There won't be any harm" 
And Johnny said "Take my money,
Take my wallet,
Take my credit cards.
Here's the watch that my grandpa gave me
Here's the key to my car
Mister give it a whirl,
But please don't take the girl."

Same old boy
Same sweet girl
Five years down the road
There's gonna be a little one and she
Says it's time to go.
Doctor says the baby's fine
But you'll have to leave
'Cause his momma's fading fast and 
Johnny hit his knees and there he prayed
"Take the very breath you gave me.
Take the heart from my chest.
I'll gladly take her place if you'll let me,
Make this my last request.
Take me out of this world
God, please don't take the girl"

Johnny's daddy
Was taking him fishin'
When he was eight years old

Saturday, 18 August 2012

Redefining part1

Redefining: part1

I m all alone, helpless nothing to do, i don't know where my life is going, I have no friends to talk about personal life, I m all by myself, sadness and despair all the worst words about a person condition suits me.
you know why I m so low, why I don't want anyone because I loved someone and left her because of society, I again love someone, she left me because of society now when I started to feel good I got an invitation from my first love of her marriage which was actually my love.

But what to do, what not to,  I m cursing myself, all the good and bad memories come alive.


Few Days later
I was in Hospital I don't know how, I can barely remember anything but one thing for sure I saw her on the road that day i.e. my ex-love, came to know by a sister working there, It was a Sunday morning, when I met her. The rain was dazzling and pouring from the sky like nectar from heaven, the day was beautiful with a sunshine playing hide seek with cloud moderate temperature, I was walking in the sideline of the city to purchase a bottle of milk when a reflection from mirror hit me hard, I noticed and got amazed to see her, it was her if I was not wrong. Like an old wine, I was refreshed with my thoughts, the school, the love, the hatred, the friendship and a special bond that is not going to break and I can bet about it. She is there and I m right in front of her waiting for her to turn around when a car hit me. My bad.

I got a knock on my hospital room and She was standing in front of me.
*to be continued.......

link to Redefining part 2




Sunday, 12 August 2012

Something


Something is left behind
with no purpose
something is not with me
with no reason
the melancholy state
is here, more than usual.
alone...!!!
I don't know why
but
Something is left behind.......................


the days which were solitaire
gone like a season's another affair
peace of mind, I can found no-where
now-here,  I can sense despair...
Heart is like a stone
and there is nothing to mourn.

Something is left behind

with no purpose
something is not with me
with no reason


life is race and
it keeps on dragging me
I don't want to run

Away from this crowd
I want to live
I want peace
I want love....


Thursday, 5 July 2012

conflict

"conflict"



Care | Love
मिटटी को  जितना पकड़ो उतना फिसलती है
हाथो की लकीरे हर वक़्त बदलती है
खुशनुमा सा होता है वक़्त जब भी
उसी  मोड़ पर जिंदगी रुख बदलती है....

राह में चलना है सबको ,भीड़ बहुत है 
मेरी नज़र  ढूँढती  जिसे हर पल है
कभी इधर कभी उधर
हर चेहरे में तलाशती उसको नजर  है

"मुसाफिर" की तरह चल तो दिए है 
ठिकाने की किसे खबर है
ख़ुशी हो जिसमे सबकी
उसी मंजिल की तलब है

पानी है बेरंग अब हम
इसमें मिल जाते हज़ार रंग है
किसी भी रंग में नेह्लादो हमें
हम शक्कर  की तरह मौज मस्त है

इन सभी हसी के पीछे छिपा 
एक इंसान का मन है
उलझा हुआ इतना
की समझ नहीं आता
क्या सही क्या गलत है

सही गलत के बीच लिए गए कुछ फैसले है
जिनसे बनी मेरी किस्मत है
किसका दोष है कौन बेक़सूर
सब ऊपर वाले का असर है

दिलो में कैद हज़ार ख्वाहिशे बंद है
कुछ उमीदे इन हसी में भी है
गम भी है... ख़ुशी भी।.....
क्युंकी 

मिटटी को  जितना पकड़ो उतना फिसलती है
हाथो की लकीरे हर वक़्त बदलती है
खुशनुमा सा होता है वक़्त जब भी
उसी  मोड़ पर जिंदगी रुख बदलती है....

Monday, 5 March 2012

thank you GOD...

"शुक्रिया"

तू ही है हर जगह हर घडी हर वक़्त
तेरे ही ख्याल है हर समय वक़्त बेवक्त


कैसी है यह जो शाम ऐसे आई
तेरे संग मेरी खुशिया आई
तेरी आहट से ही खिल गयी 
इस लम्हे की यह ज़िन्दगी


तुझसे ही मेरा सुकून है
मेरी जिंदगी ही तू है
तू है जैसे एक एहसास
हमेशा मेरे आस पास

फूल बन गए गुलाब के सब
कांटें चुभे न मुझको अब
खुशबू इनकी छाई है ऐसे
जैसे हो इन्ही की सल्तनत


मेरी इबादत की वजह बन गयी
मेरी मन्नतो की मंजिल बन गयी
तू हो गयी है  मेरा खुदा
मेरे जीवन की हवा बदल गयी

सजदा करना काम आ गया
मेरा मुझे जहाँ मिल गया
मिल गयी मुसाफिर को एक मंजिल
मुझे मेरे आशियाँ का पता मिल गया


शुक्रिया ए खुदा
शुक्रिया ए खुदा







Sunday, 4 March 2012

Love with someone

"YOU"

you add colors to my life
You are with me
when you are not there
I know its not good
to be in dreams everywhere

I m surprised with your magic
everywhere I can see you
ohh baby its not tragic

I don't know whats happening to me
All I know that you are not with me.

my thoughts, my mind
its all occupied
may be its not love
may be its not lust
but I m sure it is the trust
that we build
its the care
that we have for each other

a small time is enough for the lifetime memories
we cannot call it love
and I m damn sure its not the friendship
now
you are not with me anyhow...
but I can see your face
in front of my eyes
How?

Its your nature
your jolly eyes
your attitude
your cute smile

I will not forget you
you will be mine one day....
may be not in this life...
but a life is booked for you my life....

Saturday, 4 February 2012

found and lost

"found and lost"

back to reality
when I can't type the bye,
when I cant say hi
the talks, the laugh and smile
the mystery of care
the love we share
friendship and faith
trust and freaky games
Its all over and i m feeling helpless
shocked like a criminal who is guiltless
don't know what the reason 
again I found my world in white paper
laughing on life's tragedy
now I m smiling
I got no tears in my eyes
I got no pain in my veins
coming out of blood factory
just need a cigarette and don't have access to it.
what destiny has planned I don't know
why I just wrote this piece even I don't know
may be I was also wrong
may be u are right
may be the situation is all wrong
I m leftover again alone
thinking what went wrong
life is just a game
one gone another came
I know one day you will read this
even I don't know why I m writing this shit
again
I m all alone with my world
no fun and no smiling sessions
you live with your own 
and have all what you dream of...
these lines may be not rhyming...
I don't know why....
I don't know why....


Sunday, 13 November 2011

saaya

"साया" (read it as fast possible)

सोया नहीं जागा हूँ ऐसे
तेरे ही धुन में खोया हूँ ऐसे
धुंडू में मुझको ही कही
पर मिलता में मुझको ही नहीं

चाहा  जो भी मिला कभी कभी
सभी हैं पर तू है कहीं नहीं
जहाँ जाएँ देखे तुझे नजर
देखी सारी गलिय देखा सारा नगर

मगर,
हैं अनजान मेरी रूह भी मुझसे
कह रही है  यह कुछ उनसे
उनसे वोह हैं जो है मेरी जिंदगी
जिनकी बाहें है मेरी बंदगी
राह सारी जिनपर जाकर खुली
मंजिल मुझे उसपर ही जाकर मिली


ख़ुशी है, बातें है, यादें है
आदत है तेरे होने की, तेरे होने की

ख्वाहिशो में चाहत तेरी
यही से शुरू होती कहानी मेरी
भरे नैना पुकारे तुझे
सुनले मुझे तू सुनले मुझे
बातें मेरी अनकही, अनसुनी
जो हो तुमसे ही
ख़तम शुरू सब ही

आ जाओ फिर से दिन करने
अंधियारी रैना दूर करने
मोती जैसी ऑंखें देखने
तरसे यह दिल बेईमान



हैं अनजान मेरी रूह भी मुझसे
कह रही है  यह कुछ उनसे
उनसे वोह हैं जो है मेरी जिंदगी
जिनकी बाहें है मेरी बंदगी
राह सारी जिनपर जाकर खुली
मंजिल मुझे उसपर ही जाकर मिली

ख़ुशी है, बातें है, यादें है
आदत है तेरे होने की, तेरे होने की

Friday, 11 November 2011

When I m gone!!!


Angel"जब में नहीं रहूँगा"


क्या है कल, क्या आज है
आने वाला पल भी है कल
जाने वाला पल भी याद है
इन्ही पलों की यादों में बसी
दबी, भुजी एक आवाज़ है
सशक्त जिसकी आवाज़ है
पर छिपी जिसकी काबिलियत सबसे
इसलिए फीकी पड़ती उसकी याद है....

उन्ही यादों की साये से उठा हूँ
में धुंधली परछाई हूँ
यादों में बसी एक भुजी  हँसी की तरह 
में हवा में उड़ते एक एक पत्ते की तरह
आज हूँ, कल था और कल नहीं  हूँ...

भूली बिसरी याद हूँ में
मिटती जाती जिसकी पहचान है
इन्ही किताबो की पंक्ति में
उठी "मुसाफिर" की आवाज़ है 
आज इधर ठिकाना, कल अनजान है....

न जाने कब बीतेगा यह पल
इसी में गुजारे हजारो साल है
कल का क्या पता 
आज ही मेरा संसार है
याद रखना न रखना यह तुम्हारा ऐतबार है
लहरों की तरह टकराता रहूँ तुमसे मरने के बाद भी
और आ जाये हसी लबो पे तुम्हारे मेरी याद से
यही मेरी ख्वाहिशो का अंजाम है

क्या है कल, क्या आज है
आने वाला पल भी है कल
पर जाने वाला कल शायद ही किसी को याद है......

शुक्रिया