Forever alone

"Forever alone"

It was a cold morning
three hours later a sunny noon...
I waited for her till the evening
I got her message yesterday morning

she said she will wait for me
but it all seems to be lie
I thought she will be there
waiting for me at the shore
i cant see anyone
I waited till dawn

The day ended with a tear
I can see in awe the great nature
the palpable view of the beauty
but it was not a good offer
for me its like another day
like a daily affair

her beauty is divine
she is like an angel
fallen from sky
her eyes are like pearl
her caring nature impressed me a lot
 like a father motivating in the church.

The day passed ON
and she doesn't realize how much i loved her
she thought I m just her good friend
may be I was not strong enough
but I know she knew what I feel about her

The day came when she met him
He was a nice guy
and I left her
sad and hopeless
I was all by myself
she left me like a wind in the air
I m left with the memories unshared

she is living her life
and I got my share of happiness
now she is gone
and i m still alone

I got a message on my phone yesterday afternoon
wait for me on that sea shore
where we met and play
The memories came up to my mind
I was smiling with a tear in my eyes
but she didn't came that day
and I was again left all alone..........................

still waiting all alone...

love untouched

"love untouched"

अलफ़ाज़ जुबां पे आते नहीं
सांसो में लफ्ज़ गुम हो जाते है

तेरे मेरे दरमियाँ की है यह कहानी में

देखते ही तुमको मेरे नैना 

तुझी में कही खो जाते है.

तुमसे ही है शाम, सुबह तेरी आँखों से हो

इसी आस में हम कही भी सो जाते है

शायद मोहब्बत है तुमसे तुम जरा हमको  समझो

हम भीड़ में भी तन्हा हो जाते है.

कैसे कहे तुमसे इसलिए कभी कभी लिख जाते है 

अपना  दर्द हम कागज़ पे बयाँ कर जाते है

जज्बात तेरे मेरे प्यार की दास्ताँ के 

 हम तुझको अपने शब्दों में पा जाते है 

ढूंढे  तुझको हर जगह

एक नाव का किनारा है तू

मोहब्बत मेरी है तुमसे ही है

एक हसीन सफ़र का रास्ता है तू 

तू है जैसे गुलाब अनदेखा

जिसकी खुशबू है सबसे अनजान

पाना चाहू तुझे चाहे जो हो अंजाम 

हर पल मेरी सोच में तुम हो

मेरे लिए मेरा जहाँ तुम हो

तुम मोहब्बत हो

तुम इबादत हो

तुम से ही नदिया और कुदरत तुमसे हो 

तुम हो तो सब कुछ हो

तुम न हो तो कुछ न हो 

बादलों से उची तुम्हारी उड़ान हो

तुम्हारी ख़ुशी ही मेरी मंजिल

तुम्हे पाना और तुम्हे हर पल हसना

अब येही मेरा अंजाम हो....

येही मेरा अंजाम हो.....

novel

coming soon... my novel...title still undecided, first chapter is written...

research is still going on...

found and lost

"found and lost"

back to reality

when I can't type the bye,

when I cant say hi

the talks, the laugh and smile

the mystery of care

the love we share

friendship and faith

trust and freaky games

Its all over and i m feeling helpless

shocked like a criminal who is guiltless

don't know what the reason 

again I found my world in white paper

laughing on life's tragedy

now I m smiling

I got no tears in my eyes

I got no pain in my veins

coming out of blood factory

just need a cigarette and don't have access to it.

what destiny has planned I don't know

why I just wrote this piece even I don't know

may be I was also wrong

may be u are right

may be the situation is all wrong

I m leftover again alone

thinking what went wrong

life is just a game

one gone another came

I know one day you will read this

even I don't know why I m writing this shit

again

I m all alone with my world

no fun and no smiling sessions

you live with your own 

and have all what you dream of...

these lines may be not rhyming...

I don't know why....
I don't know why....

true idiotic love

Love still undefined

"IDIOTS"

when revenge becomes destiny, when tit for tat becomes your life, when there was nothing but to show what you are and then suddenly you get your true love. 

Here I m sharing a story of couples who broke up to get their true love.This short note is written to tell some of the unusual aspects of life where destiny leads us to a path of no where.

This is a story of girl, A girl next door with cute face and normal height, who drives a scooty with her hair open or slightly clutched from side wearing a shirt and jeans with boots and a cool wrist watch, maskara on eyes and lips slightly tight, she ride like a girl with whom everyone fears.

A guy with a strong heart and lots of courage come to her and asked her name she refused instantly but the boy held his knees, everyone were watching it as it was happening outside her coaching. The sir came and scolded him and warn him next time he will call the police.

With a smile on his face the boy disappear like wind, The girl was shocked and remain amazed for the rest of the day. She got to knew his name by a common friend, the girl wait everyday for him acting like she doesn't care whoever he is and suddenly he appears like a jinn and asked for forgiveness after a week that had been passed in curiosity.

Soon the friendship started growing like a flower of spring as the boy already fulfilled his batch mates challenge on his first meet with her,the challenge is now taking a sweet turn. Hugs and kisses were almost daily routine, One day they almost got caught up with police. The guy found a room of his friend where they stay and spend the quality time.

Year passed ON, we think its the perfect love story but wait an another guy is still waiting. She got admission in engineering college and he himself in commerce college, The insecurity started to begin, both of them found a new friend to satisfy their needs, the girl roam with his friend in the college, one day HE saw her with her friend hand in hand in college.

The fights started to begin, the girl yelled you were also dancing with that girl in your college, I never said you anything even after she proposed you. The guy replied she was just teasing me. The girls and guy both started to fight, Hugs and kisses all ended like a seasons greeting and the fire of lust that is built in them started bursting.

The guy started to tease HER by making his newly made lady friend  to roam with him and the girl started to make call to his extra caring friend just to tease HIM.

One day it all ended she proposed his friend just to teach HIM a lesson, the guy cried over my shoulder, (why me,wtf)

soon she got attached with her newly made boyfriend and the girl find her second may be third true love.

The guy needs a shoulder to cry I remind him of her friend and she gave him everything he wanted.

The love and lust are all again satisfied, may be they get their true love now.

but I was all wrong..

Today I m going for an arrange marriage of one of them and the second one is also doing the same. Life is all about ups and down I don't know how they will handle other problems of life, may be following too much of western is damaging our roots and the balance of Indo- Western life is disturbing.

So

TAKE CARE...

i have nothing to say just an advice "Become Responsible".

nothing else I want to say...

FoR YoU

...FOR YOU ONLY....

में था एक बावरा

एक अकेला बंजारा सा

I m always there for you

अँधेरे में रास्तों पे भटकता 

में था एक आवारा सा

अनजाना इस प्यार से 

में अकेला ही जीता जा रहा था

खुद के लिए जीता
और खुद के लिए  मरता भी जा रहा था

अब जब से मिला हूँ तुझसे

पूछता हूँ खुदसे

में तो सच में अधुरा एक इंसान था

ख्वाहिशो के पुतलो में सपने सजाये हुए

एक ओर  इंसान अनजान था खुदसे

पहचाना खुद को तुझसे मिलकर

जानी अपनी ताकत 

महसूस किया क्या हूँ में

तेरे प्यार से ही बड़ा हूँ में...

वोह तेरी नम आंखें क्या कर गयी 

जो मेरे जूनून की वजह बन गयी 

वोह तेरा एहसास ही क्या कर गया 

जो मेरा आगे बदने का सबब बन गया 

जाना है यह तुझसे मिलने के बाद

पाया है खुदको तुझसे जुड़ने के बाद

आई हो तुम परी बनकर मेरे जीवन में

जिया हूँ में तेरा होने  के बाद

तू है अब सबकुछ

वादा है तुझसे यह अब 

हर पल रहूँगा तेरे साथ

 सर्दी की धुप की तरह

या बारिश के पानी तरह

 हमेशा आस पास साथ साथ 

 हर कदम पे जैसे हो वैसे ही रहना

तुम मेरे साथ

और में तम्हारे साथ

सदा हम दोनों साथ साथ

आस पास...

साथ साथ

आस पास.....