Being Grey

Greyed Out

So unreal, it seems so neo noir.... 
Is it my imagination or truth is a shady place..
Feed me with your thoughts and I am yours,
Mind been captured and catapulted in a direction I even don't know,
Show me the direction I wanna go
Show me the face I need to blow
Everyone seems right yet so wrong
Why am I thinking all this
Like a universe being created in my temple
And the bells are ringing like a mess
And life is playing the bloody chess

Saw a broken star and wished for the strength to face the problems,
Wished for the trust from my own
Wished my owns understand me more
And wished not to destroy whoever I was
Please do not kill the soul
Wished to make world a happy place
Make it a black and white place
No grey areas, grey is bad
Grey is worst.

Mei bhi jeelunga

माना की हम अधूरे है
तेरे बिना हम कैसे पूरे है
यह मंजिले भी अजीब है
हर दिन बदलती है

पर अब मे थक गया हूँ
अपनी उमीदो से मे हार गया हूँ
मेी गिर गया हूँ
अब संभालना नही आ रा है मेरे को

खुदा से बस एक ही दुआ है
मेरी जान ले ले
क्यूंकी दिखता मुझे अब सिर्फ़ धुआँ है..
धुआ ऐसा जो छ्ट नही रा है
मेरे मान पर छा चुका है
बस अब और रहा जाता नहीं
तेरे बिना जिया जाता नहीं
जा चुका है तू मुझसे मीलो दूर

अब कैसे आएगा तू पास मेरे
क्या कसमे
क्या वादे
सब झुटे हो रहे है
तुम अलग हो रहे हो
हम अलग हो रहे ह
चले जाओ हमसे दूर
मेरे आँसू कहीं तुमको रोक ना ले
मेरा दिल कहीं फिर तुमको रुकने पर मजबूर ना करदे
मेरे बिना ही तेरी खुशी है
मेरे बिना ही तेरी खुशी है
दर्द दिए है बहुत
मेरी भी उम्मीदे अलग थी
पर अब क्या फाय्दा
क्या फाय्दा तेरे आने का भी वापस
ना वो प्यार ह
ना मेरी इज़्ज़त है तेरी नज़रो मे
अब तो बस तन्हा इस राह पर
अकेले खड़े है
चली जा दूर
रहे तू खुश
दुआ है मेरी
तुझे मिले जिंदगी भरपूर
मेरे क्या है
मे तो जीलूनगा
तेरी खुशी क खातिर मेी भी जीलूनगा...

Hinduism for me

What is Hinduism to me ?

Hinduism, According to wikipedia is a categorisation of distinct intellectual or philosophical points of view, rather than a rigid, common set of beliefs. And its the third most followed religion after Christianity and Islam.

So Hinduism is a religion and the one who'll follows it are Hindus. Different people have different views on it.
But who is an HINDU.

-Hinduism never forces anyone to follow beliefs or follow certain sets of instruction. So in short we are free man.
-We are flexible. We can be whatever we want to. We can eat non-veg or veg. But our paneer butter masala is better than any chicken or mutton put together.
-We try to give equal importance to girls and treat them as goddess. At the same time we beat them and burn them for dowry. But don't you feel its a personality trait rather religious.
-We pray whenever we want to.
-Its not necessary to know or read our holy-books.
-We have lot of holy-books but nobody knows the ACTUAL holy-books (oldest) i.e. Vedas.
-Nobody reads Vedas nowadays except Arya Samaji.

Who are Arya Samaji?
They are followers of Swami Dayananda. Non followers of MURTI_PUJA.

So we have all types of people. We have rapist, we have thief's, we thugs, murderers and we have POLITICIANS.
BUT we have angels also. We follow single marriage and we worship our daughters. We give our kids a chance to follow thier dreams and we respect our elders.We are no way above or below any other religion, we are like others.

But there are some misconceptions.People says we are Hypocrites, my answer is yes, we are. Our religion is more older than you can imagine try to do wiki on it.

We follow Half man and half monkey, we follow Elephant faced God and we also follow God who sits on  snakes bed. We follows goddess who has a pet lion, and we also follows goddess who sits on lotus and spread education. so we have more than a crore God but you know every God has a origin from 3 God and Goddess. Brahma, Vishnu and Mahesh(Shiva) and their respective wives Saraswati, Lakshmi and Parvati. and their origin is A VOICE, you know how it sound, it sound OHM.

So our God is also unseen(OHM) and every other thing is either their Avatar with lots of power that came up with time and additions to text. Our Vedas doesn't have a single mention of GOD. We follow them and our real Pandits follow them. Everything else is a source of power and light for our internal enlightenment.

And this what Hinduism to me. We do not bow in front of anyone and we do not dis-respect any other religion.

Ohm- Source to everything.

By Harshit Rastogi

Wikipedia will help you.

half happy

ek raah thi par manjil nahi thi...

parents and care

ek raasta tha par thikaana nahi tha..

gharo mei  jalte diye dekhe

to yaad aayi maa ki

roshan hota tha unka ghar

mere aane se shaam ko

ek din aaya aisa

safar par chal dia mei

"musafir" nikal gaya sadak pe

leke kashti lehro par

ufanti lehro se takrakar

pahucha jab manjil ki aur

to kinara door ho gya

mei ghar se manjil se

aur halaat se majboor ho gya

dekha idhar udhar

to puri dunia thi kashmakash mei

bhai, behen, pyar aur dost ke hatho mei

bandhi thi dore nayi si unke beech mei

mei bhi unhi se jud gya...

adha khush ho gya

ma, pitaji

mei bahut bada ban gya

par adha khush reh gya....

apke bina...!!!

apka sath tha

par paas na tha

apka ehsas tha

par sath na tha

baaton ka kya fayda tha

jab aap ka sahara na tha

rupey bahut they jeb mei

par khali jeb ka bahana na tha

ma, pitaji

bas yaadon ka asra tha

mera apke paas hi thikana tha

bas chaldiya mei pata nahi kyun

khushiyo ka sansar to aapse hi tha

ashko ka kya fayda

ab mei bada ban gya

par adha khush reh gya.....

apke bina...!!!

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