Jinda Dili

Jinda Dili 

kuch kashmakash si hai jindagi mei
kuch to alag yeh mausam hai
kuch kami hai ab is mehfil mei
kyun sab jagah bikhra sa man hai

har seher mei bandh ti jo umeed hai
har shab mei toot jaati hai
kisso ki kahaniya yaad karke
labo se hasi chhoot jati hai

lamho mei gujar gaye jo pal
yun hi beet jaate hai
kuch makaam peeche choot jaate hai
kuch baatein yaad aa jaati hai

ashk bhi sookh jaatei hai
mohabbat bhi mit jaati hai
kuch vaadei reh jaatei hai
kuch yaadein reh jaati hai

kisi ke thahake
kisi ki badmashia reh jaati hai
seene mei bandh jaati hai kahaniya kayi
kaid usme saari jindagi ho jaati hai

ji karta hai chala jayun sab chodkar
mei us paar kahi door
par kuch majbooriyan aa jaati hai
kuch jimmedariyan aa jati hai

doobti kashti fr sambhal jaati hai
jab ankhon mei apno ki tasveer aa jati hai
baawre dil ko mana leta hai man
jab kabhi mushkile hadh se jyada bad jaati hai

chalna seekha hai
ab daud bhi lagayenge
hum mohabbat ke meethe bol gayenge
sambhaal lenge ab is dil ko bhi
ab hum khuhshia hi lutyange
geet madhur gun gunayenge
koi falsafa nya banayenge
jinda dili ke kisse humare,
log dunia mei gayenge
"musafir" ki tarah
hum to bas chalte jayenge
har mukaam se nayi manjil banayenge
hum to bas chalte jayenge

Don't know where to go, just walk.

First Love

"First Love"

It was after high school

There was me,

holding her hand in a movie

She was scared a little 

and so is me ....

I got a call from my mom,

she caught me I was on date

with a girl she don't like

even listening her name...

My girl was Prodigy of sweetness

her talks made me sleepless

but anyhow I have to face this

she understand it

I don't get it

why I left her alone.........

Whom to blame whom to not

for the fights of elder

this generation has to face it all

Broken Trust,

Broken Heart

Broken Hopes

Is all left with us.

She cried like hell

never let me know

how she felt

she believes in me

even after I left her in vain

She was an angel

She was naive

I did it for both of us

as we had to separate

I become bad,

used hate speech

We broke up like millions time

but she came back 

whenever I m not feeling well

But I made myself strong

hid my tears

pull my jacket on

I walked on a path straight

fighting with myself

changing my address

I left her

with the memories

of more then 2 yrs of togetherness

Our fight our love

our care

all stays with me

All I have is her letters

and my tears dropping on it

I read them when I feel blue....

I walk down the streets where she stays

I heard laughing

I heard family dinner

I smiled, lit a cigarette

and I go away

Its now 4 years....

came to know she finds her man

n I fall in with another girl

But still in my morning prayers

I say her name

and wish for her....

and I do believe

She do the same...

May God Bless Her....