Rise Up

More than a year I am away
Its more than a year I am afraid
Being naive, I shared everything
Everything I should never say
I am learning by my mistakes

So it's more than a year
when I last saw the world make way
thwarted with the kins expectation
my instincts has something else to say

I saw light here
I saw more reflections
I saw people with black heart
I saw people with golden heart here

I forget to sleep
I saw my family in my dreams
Mom cooking food for me
Dad buying books for me

I saw my curved cricket bat, I used to play with it
I saw myself in mirror when I got tanned playing with it

with every movie I cry now
all seems real to me now
the project my sister used to do
are all flying in ashes now

Life has taken a curve
and I am miles away to learn
being bad, its me who has to adjourn
love me or not
I have to make decision for the best of us

and yes, I have seen the worst
I have seen deaths
I have seen people going away in rush
and that hurts

All this year I was alone
nobody was here
everyone was there
No talks matter when you are fallen.

But one thing that was never faraway is my love
my faith, my trust
that makes me a fallen hero waiting to rise up.
yeaah, It's tough
but you always take a leap of faith
to gain the trust
and I took that leap
and I have the trust
about my love

whatever people say I don't mind
I have that trust
one light 
one motivation
and one thrust
and my fellas that's love

So In more than a year
I learnt to grow here
I learnt to fight back 
I learnt to stay alive
I learnt to respect
I am still learning
and worst thing I learned here is how to unlearn more quickly.

In more than a year when I was away
I learned a lot in life journey
which has its own way
it made me to wake up
it makes a fallen hero - RISE UP.

Hinduism for me

What is Hinduism to me ?

Hinduism, According to wikipedia is a categorisation of distinct intellectual or philosophical points of view, rather than a rigid, common set of beliefs. And its the third most followed religion after Christianity and Islam.

So Hinduism is a religion and the one who'll follows it are Hindus. Different people have different views on it.
But who is an HINDU.

-Hinduism never forces anyone to follow beliefs or follow certain sets of instruction. So in short we are free man.
-We are flexible. We can be whatever we want to. We can eat non-veg or veg. But our paneer butter masala is better than any chicken or mutton put together.
-We try to give equal importance to girls and treat them as goddess. At the same time we beat them and burn them for dowry. But don't you feel its a personality trait rather religious.
-We pray whenever we want to.
-Its not necessary to know or read our holy-books.
-We have lot of holy-books but nobody knows the ACTUAL holy-books (oldest) i.e. Vedas.
-Nobody reads Vedas nowadays except Arya Samaji.

Who are Arya Samaji?
They are followers of Swami Dayananda. Non followers of MURTI_PUJA.

So we have all types of people. We have rapist, we have thief's, we thugs, murderers and we have POLITICIANS.
BUT we have angels also. We follow single marriage and we worship our daughters. We give our kids a chance to follow thier dreams and we respect our elders.We are no way above or below any other religion, we are like others.

But there are some misconceptions.People says we are Hypocrites, my answer is yes, we are. Our religion is more older than you can imagine try to do wiki on it.

We follow Half man and half monkey, we follow Elephant faced God and we also follow God who sits on  snakes bed. We follows goddess who has a pet lion, and we also follows goddess who sits on lotus and spread education. so we have more than a crore God but you know every God has a origin from 3 God and Goddess. Brahma, Vishnu and Mahesh(Shiva) and their respective wives Saraswati, Lakshmi and Parvati. and their origin is A VOICE, you know how it sound, it sound OHM.

So our God is also unseen(OHM) and every other thing is either their Avatar with lots of power that came up with time and additions to text. Our Vedas doesn't have a single mention of GOD. We follow them and our real Pandits follow them. Everything else is a source of power and light for our internal enlightenment.

And this what Hinduism to me. We do not bow in front of anyone and we do not dis-respect any other religion.

Ohm- Source to everything.

By Harshit Rastogi

Wikipedia will help you.

FLY HIGH

Its like an another morning

Its like any other day

I am so alone and so afraid

This world had played the game

nobody knows my name

many people gone

many people came

My head was always down in shame

I did my best I did everything

Even then they find mistakes

I am tired of trying

I don't wanna get tamed

Jotted down and dejected

I got my self conscience awake

So yes I am picking up

I can see the Moon 

I am aiming for stars

I see the sunlight

I see the birds fly

I'll go with what my heart says

I'll go with what my instinct says

I wanna fly high 

fly high 

I am a common guy

I want to see what's on other side

live a happy life

I can't be the same guy

I'll touch the sky.

FLY HIGH

FLY HIGH

Yes just gimme a reason and I'll be back

I can give you thousand of not going back

I started walking towards my destiny

I am leaned forward

And one thing's for sure

I am not a coward

My God is showing me paths

and I am following it.

I am leaving, I am going high

I am running and I'll reach the place beyond sky

Just in case you missed

I wanna

FLY HIGH 

FLY HIGH

मिटटी के घर है मिटने को तैयार है

दर्द होता है जताते नहीं है 

हम किसी को कुछ बताते नहीं है 

झुक जाता है सर सबके सामने 

हम खुद से नजरे अब मिला पाते नहीं है.  

अकेले हो गए है 

सब को खुश करने में मगन हो गए है 

अपना कुछ बचा नहीं 

दिल में जज्बा रहा नहीं 

कहाँ जाए 

किधर मूह छिपाए 

अब मिलने ka किसी से मन करता नहीं 

प्यार करना हमें अच्छा लगता नहीं 

समझे हमारी दिक्कत भी कोई 

समझे हमारे अनसु भी कोई 

हसी में छिपी हजारो ख्वाहिशे है 

tute पत्ते की तरह हमारे चाहते है 

गुस्से में लिख रहे है यह शायरी 

अश्क बह रहे है साथ में 

मंजिल कहीं खो गयी है 

हम रो रहे है यहाँ पे  

किसी ने कुछ समझना नहीं है 

हम हार गए  है  जहाँ  से 

शीशे के दिल है 

टूटने को तयार  है 

मिटटी के घर है मिटने को तैयार है 

कहीं नहीं है ठिकाना रैनबसेरे कमाल है ................................

Jee le..

Khawbo ko udan de

dil ko tu tham le
mushkil hai hazaar kayi
unse tu na haar rey

O Maula tera hi kasoor hai
jo na mujhko sukoon hai
kashmakash ki jindagi mei
khwahisho ka junoon hai

Ajeeb se is jahan mei
sab Khana-Badosh hain
kya hai kya nahi hai
kisi ko na hosh hai

tu jo aajaye yahan pe
dekhle tu apni najar se
kaisi si ho gayi hai yeh jindagi
ban gayi hai yeh bandagi

jeene ki aas mei
kho gaye hum is jahan mei
paaya na khoya kuch
yaadon mei soya sab

O Maula tera hi kasoor hai
jo na mujhko sukoon hai
kashmakash ki jindagi mei
khwahisho ka junoon hai.....

Fate n Mystery

Mystery

I m no SuperMan
Searching for my self existense
Believing in love and faith
and all I got is expected tale

I know its me who is here
to solve the mystry of stonehenge
the mistakes of others
why I have to face

coming to beginning
after facing the end
its like you fall down
and break your neck

Lost my smile in the smokey world
life has got so many twist n turns
throbbing my head, my heart
making my BP to float a tire

even then I m fighting
fighting to exist
expecatation on my shoulder
n with only one opportunity

my hands are cold
my palms are sweaty
but will it change my world
lets see my fate and its mystery
waiting for it to end.

When I meet her and her helplessness.

 When I meet her and her helplessness.

I don't know, may be she is very old, may be near to 30 but within fraction of seconds I saw the loneliness in her eyes, the vague activities of her and the unexpected concern about an unknown, cannot make me forget her. May be I m too foolish to think to much of merely 10 seconds meet but it is changing my ideas, my views and my ideology of  taking and thinking about things that are neither social nor culturally good but it exist in our system from the days of Mahabharata, yes may be what you are thinking is right, I m talking about those dark and grey areas of society  which is known by everyone but nobody talks about it, nobody cares for them, we think of them as use and throw disposable pens. But I myself who respects girls a lot may or may not respect them before that incident, I m talking about those girls who makes man (who are not) happy in exchange of money.

It was March starting and I was marching towards my home on my scooter from palace road to near Leela palace, Kodihalli when my mobile rang near to Chinnaswamy stadium back and then again near to Shivaji nagar and again at manipal center so finally I stopped my scooter by crossing the manipal center turning left, just before the metro stop and pick it up, and it was my friend asking about how to deactivate fb profile, stupid but there during my call some one say, "want to go", I didn't looked at her, and just said no, and when she walked past me, I saw her and I came to know what she meant by that, I don't know what to do so I cut my phone and start laughing, I was laughing that why she asked me , I m just 22 and I don't want these shits, may be she can't see my face, that I m a young guy for these things but in the end I was laughing and then she looked backed at me smiling saying just go, leave, I said OK I m leaving and I was smiling, she said "go, some one will come then." And then I realized who is someone aka police or pimp, so I left from there. I saw something there, I saw something in her eyes , she was wearing saree, good ethical wears, and by face cut she is looking good, good English accent may be she is working in some call center may be not, but looks educated to me. But I saw something in her eyes, something that every girl has, dreams, waiting for a prince, care, maturity, affection and a lot of loneliness. I go a little forward looked back she was talking to some girl, and I zoom away on my scooter, I never saw her since then, but at the end of the day .

I realized that they are also girls who need care and true love and above and foremost RESPECT.
But they don't have it and they may or may not earn it. But they are the only one who can fight for it and person like us will always support them in their upbringing.

Smile

near to lake, near to you, near to heaven

You are hiding something in your eyes
I can see something behind your smile
there is a pain in your life
you don't wanna share your bad time

I want to tell you one thing
I m with you wherever u standing
In the room full of darkness
and in the joy of happiness

How I can see you cry
How I can make you mine
you the one I always try
to make u smile, to make u smile

you got an angel eyes
the way you blush
it took away my heart,
yes you are right
it makes me happy,
to see you smile

I like the way u talk
I like the way u mumble
it makes my heart to do royal rumble
All I want you to know
I ll be there for you
like a star in sky
we will fly
one day it will be our time
when there will be no one
and we hold each other tight
sharing all emotions
we will be in the sky
flying high
like a child on a ride
on green ground and trees will come alive
near to lake and hills high
we will go together
on every part of life
i wanna be with you
for your every sorrow and joy in each mile
and we will meet one day
when there will be no one
to keep us apart from each other
and then together
for us and forever
we live happily and keep on this smile.

Jinda Dili

Jinda Dili 

kuch kashmakash si hai jindagi mei
kuch to alag yeh mausam hai
kuch kami hai ab is mehfil mei
kyun sab jagah bikhra sa man hai

har seher mei bandh ti jo umeed hai
har shab mei toot jaati hai
kisso ki kahaniya yaad karke
labo se hasi chhoot jati hai

lamho mei gujar gaye jo pal
yun hi beet jaate hai
kuch makaam peeche choot jaate hai
kuch baatein yaad aa jaati hai

ashk bhi sookh jaatei hai
mohabbat bhi mit jaati hai
kuch vaadei reh jaatei hai
kuch yaadein reh jaati hai

kisi ke thahake
kisi ki badmashia reh jaati hai
seene mei bandh jaati hai kahaniya kayi
kaid usme saari jindagi ho jaati hai

ji karta hai chala jayun sab chodkar
mei us paar kahi door
par kuch majbooriyan aa jaati hai
kuch jimmedariyan aa jati hai

doobti kashti fr sambhal jaati hai
jab ankhon mei apno ki tasveer aa jati hai
baawre dil ko mana leta hai man
jab kabhi mushkile hadh se jyada bad jaati hai

chalna seekha hai
ab daud bhi lagayenge
hum mohabbat ke meethe bol gayenge
sambhaal lenge ab is dil ko bhi
ab hum khuhshia hi lutyange
geet madhur gun gunayenge
koi falsafa nya banayenge
jinda dili ke kisse humare,
log dunia mei gayenge
"musafir" ki tarah
hum to bas chalte jayenge
har mukaam se nayi manjil banayenge
hum to bas chalte jayenge

Don't know where to go, just walk.

First Love

"First Love"

It was after high school

There was me,

holding her hand in a movie

She was scared a little 

and so is me ....

I got a call from my mom,

she caught me I was on date

with a girl she don't like

even listening her name...

My girl was Prodigy of sweetness

her talks made me sleepless

but anyhow I have to face this

she understand it

I don't get it

why I left her alone.........

Whom to blame whom to not

for the fights of elder

this generation has to face it all

Broken Trust,

Broken Heart

Broken Hopes

Is all left with us.

She cried like hell

never let me know

how she felt

she believes in me

even after I left her in vain

She was an angel

She was naive

I did it for both of us

as we had to separate

I become bad,

used hate speech

We broke up like millions time

but she came back 

whenever I m not feeling well

But I made myself strong

hid my tears

pull my jacket on

I walked on a path straight

fighting with myself

changing my address

I left her

with the memories

of more then 2 yrs of togetherness

Our fight our love

our care

all stays with me

All I have is her letters

and my tears dropping on it

I read them when I feel blue....

I walk down the streets where she stays

I heard laughing

I heard family dinner

I smiled, lit a cigarette

and I go away

Its now 4 years....

came to know she finds her man

n I fall in with another girl

But still in my morning prayers

I say her name

and wish for her....

and I do believe

She do the same...

May God Bless Her....