am i right to feel alone

I have no one i could call

i picked up my phone and there was no miss call

I think like this every time

am i so alone...

I make you smile

I make you laugh

I make your saddest moment 

alive in a second

and now here i m

sitting in my empty room

empty mind

don't have words to write

I think like this every time

Does this make me so ALONE....

you never walk with me

you never talk to me

no text no personal meeting

i was in expectation 

and all i got is orders.

order i just follow to be with you

i feel good when you all are near me

i listen to you all

i smile inside

i laugh like a child

when you all are done

you leave me in a while

fractions of second and all are gone

gone like wind as their meaning to be good is over

work done

task done

keep smiling like this forever

so why don't i feel this way

why don't i cry 

why i share with you everything

why is the word that makes me shy

i m not a man of stone

i m not just a joker for you all

today I have no one for me 

no one at all

all i have is fake world

with big smile and small heart

you break it many times

but all i do is to fix it hard

but its like a broken candy

its like mirror with thousand reflections

every reflections has its story

story of my life

sometimes happy

sometimes far behind

Today

even after so many sacrifice

I have no one who will be happy to meet me

i have no one who say to me a mere goodbye,.............